Although I'm a little dismayed about having my new adventure on hold, there are a few plus points 1. It was a bit sudden, don't think im near ready yet. So more time for preparation and tying up loose ends 2. I can finish my programme, grad and clear that beforehand 3. I can go on a couple more holidays with a peace of mind
Obviously the last point is the highlight haha.
Talked to a relatively new friend a couple times about what im doing with life and his philosophies of life, the way he thinks, amazes and surprises me. I have always thought so simply about life. He wants to be somebody in life and all that, me, i always just want to be a wallflower actually. Hearing him talk makes me paint a lot of pictures in my head. It gets me thinking about how much more i can do with my life, how much more i could be, to lead a life that packs a punch. Maybe i am wasting my time doing all these odd jobs and bumming around, maybe i can really be more, but i love what i'm doing and what i have. And that, is more than enough for me now. Perhaps we can all be somebody in our own world and that would suffice. For now.
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